Yesterday would have been Michael's birthday, and usually our family goes to the gravesite. I couldn't go this year, because i still have these freaking headaches. I probably wouldn't have gone anyway, since Shawn's bitch would have been there, and she would have set off this constant anger i feel.
Tinman is leaving. He's not sure when, because he wanted to be home for his birthday, but things didn't happen that way. But he is leaving, and it kills me because it hurts to move, and when i'm okay, i still get flash headches. In my mind is a countdown clock, he'll leave and i'm missing out on precious moments- i can stop taking the meds and be a depressed bitch, which wouldn't make time with him fun anyway. What to do?????
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