Love

Haven't written with good reason. I've fallen. Hard. I was told "You know this can't go anywhere, right?" But it did. And i have absolutly no idea what to do about it. I live with Mike. I live with his kids. "D" has a rep around town, and publicly i'm still Mike's. We dont go out together anymore, but he comes home pissed off because people ask him where his girlfriend is. Why he cant just tell them, i dont know. But thru all this, "D" is there. He listens when i grumble and holds me when i cry. And i hate crying in front of people. Even my own mom. It's not like we can have a normal relationship, can we? Go out together, sleep together, do things together?