Shit hits the fan

I'm living with an idiot. And i never should have come back. What he did tonight was unexcusable, and i dont know if it can be fixed. Worse thing is, if i coould re-live it, i would hold his anger on me, not on them. Day started out okay, Brandy visiting us from her grandma's house. Lena the Loon doesnt want her staying in a house with a white woman. K, whatever. All 3 of your kids like me better anyway. About 8ish, i was going to go over to "D"'s house, but he was visiting his brother. I told everyone i was going to eat dinner with my friend, and left. D called and wanted to meet at the PG. Cool~ So i went. We were havin fun, just talking, we dont touch in that place. About 9:30 Michelle posted on Twitter: "I hate you so f***ing much" 'Cept she didn't censor it. I was worried, cause she was having trouble with her boyfriend. A few minutes later, Mike showed up at the PG. SHIT. I'm supposed to be at my friends, not at the bar. And he walked in to see me next to "D" whom he is EXTREMELY jealous. He thinks we had problems because of "D" and refuses to understand we had issues from Day 1. He played pool, but hit those balls like they had faces on them. I walked over to make sure he was okay, and he told me to get away. His voice said he was not kidding.

I went back to my corner, and watched karaoke. Mike left short after, and Dave found some blond girls to talk to. So i left. I came home and visited more with Brandy, and warned all 3 kids what a mood Mike was in. They told me why. Apparently Michelle got a little big-in-the-britches. She doesn't pay rent, but the living room is "her room." Uh, you sleep on MY couch, kid. Go there. To show off for her boyfriend, she told Mike to "F off" more than once. He was singing karaoke in OUR living room, that WE pay rent for. Hearing this, i realized that Mike wasn't mad at me being at the bar with someone else, he was mad at Michelle. And i realized Michelle has GOT to go. Wapato, Bellevue, her grandma's, i dont care. She's too much like her mom to live in this house.

Brandy and i were playing on the computer in my room, and about 2AM Mike came home. Michelle and Nate were watching a movie on the couch, and i heard him stomp up the stairs. I called to the kids to come in here, but they didnt hear. Seconds later Mike slammed open the door. He yelled at Michelle and Nate to get there asses up and get to bed. Michelle jumped back in his face, F this, F that. She was almost nose-to-nose with him, they're screaming at each other. Brandy and i are standing in the hallway, the child was shaking so bad. I called Nate over to hug her too, and he joined us. Then Michelle raised a hand like she was gonna hit Mike! He raised his hand to block it, and she screamed at him "It takes a big man to hit a little girl" So he yelled back for her to get her stuff. Sharon is taking Nate and Brandy back to Wapato tomorrow, for a month with his mom, and Mike screams at Michelle to get all her stuff cause he wants her gone. Mike kicked the coffee table, sending her laptop flying, and jerked the phone away from her ear. She was (still) talking to her boyfriend. That hung up the phone, so her boyfriend started calling back, which made mike throw the phone. Nate grabbed it, making him a target. "And you wanna talk like a man? Get the F out too! Go live with your mom forever. I hate you!" I was shocked, Brandy was crying, and Michelle's boyfriend kept calling back. Nate finally answered and told him its a family thing, stop calling. Then he called Sharon (his grandma) to come get them. Michelle stomped past us into the bedroom- she keeps all her stuff in Nate's room. Mike ran down the hall, pushing me against the wall. I followed, and michelle was packing a little bag. So mike went back to the kitchen, threw the drawers to the floor and grabbed garbage bags. He started throwing Nate AND Michelles things in the bags, screaming he'll rent out the room and be happier with just his girlfriend. WHAT??!? All three kids looked at me... shaking my head no. Nate went on the porch to watch for Sharon, and mike handed Michelle and Brandy full garbage bags of stuff. Michelle hugged me and asked "Please dont make me go back, Help me, please" I started crying at that. I promised her he wouldn't remember anything tomorrow... spend the night with grandma, you'll be okay. The girls left the garbage bags on the front porch and all 3 kids started walking. I texted Michelle to call or text when they get to their grandma's house, so i know they're safe... She still hasn't.