i knew better

it's my fault. i got excited, and knew there would be something to knock me down. i chose to ignore it but in the back of my mind i knew it wouldn't work. King county houseing needed a 200 dollar deposit, with only a weekends notice. I cant afford 625 for this apartment and the 200 dollar rent there, and mike wouldn't listen to a word i said all weekend. i asked her if i could move in the first of may, pay the full 250 rent, so i can give notice to my landlord. They cant hold it for me, so i lost it.