Happy Anniversary

Two years... Wow. We have broken up, gotten back together, had fights, Fights, and FIGHTS. We went out to celebrate, our friendship, maybe. We went to the ale house we went to last year, got a hotel room with a jacuzzi, and had fun. Afterdinner we went to sing, he bought me a teddy bear with a white rose. White roses are my favorite, so this was an added bonus. Sometimes i want to keep the relationship alive, other times, just the friendship. Sometimes i think maybe we can make it work again? Sometimes i wish i could just move away. These are sad thoughts to have on an anniversary. I do love him, but i dont LOVE him. Make sense?