2 many 2 count

I dont write as often as i should, but it's only because i'mcaught in a circle. I guess people call it the domestoc violence circle, and it fits. He attacks, i cry, i threaten to leave, even pack up and try! He threatens my family, i stay, he gets better. Then he gets worse, and since i didnt leave last time, i probably wont leave this time, so he can push it further. The wall has marks where things have been thrown, stabbed, sliced... i finally got off the lease, just so Marilyn wont sue ME for damages too.