Wednesday, April 27, 2022

Yet another fight w/ mom


I understand she's stressed to the max and I'm not trying to put extra stress on her.  That said... 

When I came out of the bathroom she had to turn around so we could talk face-to-face and basically she let me know that all of these years that she's been telling us that at Robbie was too fat because Uncle Jack took care of everything for her. 

my mom said that I am that her excuse. Because I am big. Because I have been in her house for a month and she doesn't see me move. Problem is because she stays upstairs she doesn't see me every time I move. It is true that I haven't been moving as much as I should because I'm following my doctor's orders until I can get knee surgery which, I will definitely definitely not be healing here. We'll cross that bridge when we come to it! I don't know what set off my mom other than the fact that I am fat but aunt Robbie smoked lived a completely different lifestyle than me. Ate different foods trying different drinks if the doctors don't know what caused it who are you to say? If my doctor says don't do it oh, who are you to say?

 Prove me wrong she says, like reverse psychology is going to work on me. Going to be a sad sad summer for you lady because you can't hear and you are not going to have one person here to come and help you. Tell me to sign over my car one more f****** time, I dare you! Your son is leaving because he would rather live with his homicidal, Psychopathic, freak of a wife then you! And you lost your daughter for the same reason. You must be so proud. I hope you and Daddy have fun trying to sell this house like you've been telling me for the past 7 or 8 year. This is a house, not a home.