My sister...No, cousin i suppose.

 Heres the story- My sister is actually my cousin, my parents tried adopting her and her sister Britney. But their mother said no, people would think she was a bad mom. Nobody thought she would be a bad mom because nobody around her knew she was a mom at all.

During the court process and the lawyer process and all the processing processes Cortney needed somebody and so did I. She was only 12 years younger than I and she was my best friend. On the weekends when Mike would go to the bar she would come over and we would order pizza and watch movies.

On the day that Michael died I was the one that picked Courtney up from school Comma I was the one that Told her As we were driving down the road Exactly what had happened. I can remember the song that was playing on the radio as I told her and the look on her face when I made it clear exactly what had happened. When we got to Grandma's house I started working on Grandma's computer which was all she was worried about. She only has messenger and that was how she was getting a hold of people during the day. Not that it was her people to tell because it started a big fight between Aziz and myself and Cortney and Nikki.

Switched out my ticket and therefore Northwest Airlines wouldn't switch it again, therefore I had to get a whole new ticket, one way. This led to an argument between my husband and myself and my family wanting me to stay in Seattle, not go back to Sweden.

 So here is the actual conversation that Nikki and I had. After we had this conversation, Nikki went right to my sister and told her that I did not like her fiance and that I thought she was making a mistake. I have read that text over and over and I don't see where I say that! Am I losing my mind?

The messed up thing is that Cortney Didn't come to me to verify. She did, after about four years contact my mom, who does not remember what Courtney told her. We all know why but we all don't tell. So that's where we are. I guess before she passed away Courtney contacted grandma and grandma told her she needs to make amends before something happens because we are her two favorite granddaughters and we need to be there for each other. I wish it was that easy, I really do. But we never texted or called and after my grandma died in 2020, will never know.